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Imagine directing an orchestra you can’t hear. Or playing a soundless piano for a staring audience.

Most know classical composer Ludwig van Beethoven struggled with deafness — but many don’t realize how much of a struggle it was.

Beyond composing without hearing a note, Beethoven grappled with living in the 1800s when few understood deafness, hindering his ability to communicate, work as a musician and even find a place to live.

“How he dealt with this deafness is one of the great stories of humanity, not just of music,” says Donato Cabrera, music director of the Las Vegas Philharmonic, which will showcase Beethoven’s works on January 14 at The Smith Center.

Losing Sound

Beethoven began losing his hearing in his mid-20s, after already building a reputation as a musician and composer.

The cause of his deafness remains a mystery, though modern analysis of his DNA revealed health issues including large amounts of lead in his system.

“At the time, people ate off of lead plates — they just didn’t know back then,” Cabrera says.

Beethoven pretended he had no hearing issues for years.

Continuing to compose and conduct, he changed lodgings constantly in Vienna, which Cabrera ties to landlords’ frustration with him pounding on his piano at all hours.

“That would drive everyone crazy in the middle of the night, hearing a person banging on the piano to be able to hear it,” Cabrera says.

Beethoven even continued performing publicly as a musician, necessary for many composers of the age.

“That’s how they got their pieces out, not just composing but performing,” Cabrera says. “For the longest time he didn’t want to reveal his deafness because he believed, justifiably, that it would ruin his career.”

His condition didn’t go unnoticed, however. Composer Louis Sporh reacted to watching Beethoven rehearse on piano in 1814: “…the music was unintelligible unless one could look into the pianoforte part. I was deeply saddened at so hard a fate.”

Removed from Public Life

Once his hearing was fully gone by age 45, Beethoven lost his public life with it.

Giving up performing and public appearances, he allowed only select friends to visit him, communicating through written conversations in notebooks.

“His deafness forced him to become a very private, insular person over the course of time,” Cabrera says.

Composing in Silence

A common question is how Beethoven continued composing without his hearing.

This likely wasn’t so difficult, Cabrera says.

“Music is a language, with rules. Knowing the rules of how music is made, he could sit at his desk and compose a piece of music without hearing it,” Cabrera says.

Beethoven’s style changed, however, as he retreated from public life.

His once-vivacious piano sonatas took on a darker tone, Cabrera says.

His famous 6th symphony also reflects his different life in deafness. Called the pastoral symphony, the piece conveys the peace of the countryside, where Beethoven escaped city life after losing his hearing.

“In terms of his deafness, this was a very important symphony, reflecting the importance as an individual to keep his sanity by being in the country,” Cabrera says.

This and other pieces from his soundless years reflect his incredible grasp of composition, Cabrera adds.

“Beethoven was a master of the language of music, which is about the creation of sound, not about listening,” he says.

“Cabrera Conducts Beethoven & Mozart” is scheduled for 7:30 p.m. on Saturday, January 14, with a pre-concert conversation at 6:30 p.m. For tickets and more information, visit:

Originally published at on January, 2017.